Allowing The Love

I allowed myself to feel love. The love I need. To be absent of everything I needed. Beyond my emotions. Personal disappointments. I still be this woman that I love yet is constantly changing growing. Who can stand alone with Lord.

There are several ways that the world tries to take your life. It should not go unnoticed.

There are many less dramatic horrific ways than falling prey to led bullets.

Taking your life comes in poetic and unpoetic forms. I hope we never forget it.

Life and its form and value. Not that we remain selfish that we are aware that we are taking life.

The taking of life happens at least 3 times a day the giving of it less than 1.

Help us Lord to redeem the time. The life the work the vision You gave us.

To accept the adversity the controversial existence. That comes along with the package called our life. The fountain. Whatever it looks like in our own lives.

The set sufferings we must endure. That our gifts are these gift-wrapped experiences we are looking for. That are forging us into the people we really are underneath it all.

The Jew. The people. They could never get it right since I was, Iam.

Maybe I couldn't first.

It never happened?

Unable to process.

I am still waiting to write about "mixed race"......

To all the awkward dinner conversations of race root origins. Turns out this is a rich historical journey. I am still in process of a piece a literature. The complete denying of the slaughter of 6 million people. 6 million Jews.

Jesus Christ Forevermore