Bucked Off

So, Lord as I sat quietly minding my own business reading. I found myself perplexed by the constant instability of what we would refer to as the world. When one's foot is so adopted to stand on familiar ground. What would we do when we find ourselves to have believed lies? Or we find out we were ignorant? or the things that we have deferred hope in have come up empty? Uncertain? disappointing?

I was reading a book, and it was good for me, but there was this tremendous roller coaster with whip lash that wanted me to get on the cart and just let it all go. Release the brake.

To surrender to every feeling and inclination. To allow myself to believe things. I have no intention of abusing my faith. And I have no intention of doing anything that does not bring You glory.

I sat like a dove on a branch.

Listening to myself, my literature the outrage around me. I am not seared of it; do you think it is troubling? I know in the light in the truth that I am a lover of what wanting to blurt out he most obvious truth.

I find you calling me close to you to stay next to You.

Thank you for never lying to me even when it hurt a lot.

Jesus Christ Forevermore