For One

I am actually proud of myself.

In certain areas where I know I have no doubt overcome some tremendous life marks. Together and alone with you. I can see the Word and the first fruits off it come to pass in my life. After the hardships and the sufferings.

The scourging, mocking, blasphemy. I still see the Word coming alive in my life as I should. It's the Word and I still believe every single word of it. It never changes.

Please Jesus, help me to continue to keep myself in the love of God. It is always harder than it seems when the fight arrives. Until it is over. I would like to think my reaction to everything is perfect. But I know I am also weak and nothing without you Jesus,

I belong to you. My soul belongs to you Jesus. You are the lover of my soul. You know everything about me. I am completely undone by You. You love me so strongly. And I the same. My English is not enough to speak of you. I look to you always.

Thank you for the birds of the air and fish of the sea. They love me unconditionally and I the same. They have been a healing to me and an unconventional help to me. A peace a little comfort in a cold broken world.

You are always speaking to me in some way. Through everything around me. Thank you for being the first thought on my mind in the morning!! And a good thing too! Omg that ugly face that tries to come in the morning. Good thing I am not without you or what would I do without you? I have no idea.

I am in New York right now. I know I am supposed to in obedience shake off all the debris of the last fallen nation. Some disgraces lingered longer than I wanted but not one hair short of your Word. For that I am thankful separating the two has become impossible. I am your alien in a foreign land. Thank you for paid bills that certainly I couldn't have paid without you!

Thank you for renewing my body and strength as we go through things I have never experienced. I am ok though. I want to finally bite down on purpose more precisely before time is gone. Forever beginning it seems. May nothing loose purpose no matter what is happening in the world.

Being under trees has become for difficult and now doesn't make our intimacy greater. I suppose it is taking a deeper meaning. I am alive and in Christ because of You.

Through You I begin to really live.

Jesus Christ Forevermore