9 ams Guilt Free With Carbs

I lay in bed last night and it was pitch black I could feel the enemy trying to pull me out of my comforter and into the shallow ends of stupid. The push and shove of the night hours .

Could it have been my YouTube Selection from the night before?

Of course I did not answer. The just shall live by faith.

As I made the executive decision to stay in bed and sleep. I could feel the insanity of the world and the people in it. The dump I was not cleaning up, this wheel barrel full of deception. Why would I? A way of life that in no way defines me, but wants me to believe it does.

The only thing though it doesn't.

Why then do I feel as though my rollover is supposed to accuse me and rob me of self worth? Maybe if I was not up praying in the middle of the night my relationship with Christ was dwindling. Maybe I could be an idiot and believe all of Satan's lies, no I really could not. Maybe the love was not so good anymore?

Maybe my salvation was for people who knew the schedule and hours of it.... To be considered. Maybe those of us who slept at night were endangered of not being loved by Christ as anymore?

Maybe 9 am was a deal breaker and it was all over? Zzzz

I know all of this to be outrageous lies! What!? 9 am really a deal breaker on a Wednesday in February the hustle and bustle. Which I do not endorse. Seriously 9am what a natural disaster. What hope do we have? Did I miss something, maybe the two extra hours 9+2 equals.

The truth is I possess the freedom of designing my own individual life however I want to. The price of my freedom was steep, it wasn't free. I do not mean benjamin's . It was bought at a high price the blood of Jesus. He was brutally murdered by religious men for my salvation.

He suffered for me and made room. He gave it all for me. Every single thing freely. As I woke up and ate breakfast and made some coffee, for myself not as a pair of two. I found myself still faithfully in His love. Not performing, knowing that at all times That love is good. It's always on time never fading always faithful.

Jesus Christ King of glory. My 9am conquered.

Now the point still remains all the above things I just stated are completely normal not unrational . But we live in a stupid world that wants us to be consumed by it just another number. Another zombie another duck in a row. Cutting a pretty straight edge, that isn't real.

Rest assured, blessed assurance.

Rest assure I always win in this me and Jesus will continue to rock and sock a defeated foe 9am until further notice. Or maybe without notice.

Whenever I am ready to and I will not feel an ounce of shame about. So be it good for you for being bunch of people wake up before rush hour traffic.

Choices.

I sincerly do not care about your schedule and I will not say sorry either.

To 10 ams and maybe some day we will get to noon.

Jesus Christ Forevermore.

A feirce woman rich in His love.