His.

Lord Jesus how I love you. How I now know it is not about the what, or the how's. It is all about You everything is about You. This dance around You Jesus as the earth spins at Your will. Becoming and being in that place where I remember that You Jesus, just a glimpse of You is everything. Worth everything! All I have or could ever have it is worth my entire love, my entire life. You love me this way.

My Abba, Jesus, Holy Spirit my very own beautiful treasure. You are this unspeakable pearl, and we all know it, but because we are human, we forget it. I want to just praise your Holy name forever. I will never fully understand this life and the meaning of purpose and destiny in Your Kingdom. I will never fully understand Your words because in one of Your words there is this breathtaking power a carnal human body and mind cannot process without You Holy Spirit.

When I become aware of the fact that every single breath, I am taking is not even mine. What joyous wonder, to be all Yours. To live walking in the Spirit. You are remarkable. I have a million questions for You that I have no words for? What is even worthy to ask You about? The questions that plague my heart and all humans must be so seemingly innocent to You Jesus.

You know everything, so all our questions are probably a good giggle. We can't help it and I know You love us for that. We are small children. I now understand why you do call us children. I pray you to keep all of us this way little needing.

I never want to be in a place where I think I figured anything out. I always want to be in a place of complete knowing and walking in the reality I need You, Jesus, every moment of my life, and that You love me not because I am good, but because You made me and You just do. This truth strips the skin off my bones. I cannot understand it and I want to, but I cannot with this flesh. Some things are best saved for eternity. I think all my questions will disappear when that glorious day comes.

Prayer becomes a difficult thing when I think of what and why I am asking for things. It really is a position of question, intimacy, and insane absurdness. A place of mercy I do not grasp. Wow You are my audience? and I think if we all could grasp this such a fear of the Lord would overcome us, we would never pray we would only just listen.

Most of us can't fathom the courage to talk to a boss, family members, people we need to. Now think about the fact when we pray, we are talking to the maker of heaven and earth. Selah.

The smile of my heavenly Father holding us all. One of the most amazing places to be. We are in His smile even when everything on this earth and around us is breaking out in hellish chaos. I suppose that is why He said 1000 shall fall by our side and 10, 000 by our right hand but nothing shall come near us. Thank you that all your words they are pure life. I love Abba, Jesus, Holy Spirit.

I bless you, my family. Brethren all over the world and the lost and destitute.

To the King of Kings Lord of Lords

The King of the Jews

Jesus Christ

Forevermore.

Amen & Amen

I bless You Abba, Jesus, Holy Spirit.