Birth Pangs

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Today I find myself in this awkward awestruck of the mere accuracy of the things of God. I am reminded that I am so small in comparison to everything He is and does, yet we are One. That may not make sense to the average person and that is ok. I wondered as I struggled and plowed through some barriers in my thought life how I actually did not need to struggle. As much as there is this tension in the world that the tension was not my barrier. I felt as though when a Word of God is coming to pass it would be like a woman giving birth. That there is this beauty yet a whole painful process that leads to creation. The pangs of birth. As the water breaks and suddenly one is having contractions and is now giving birth. As humans we often try to measure when the water may break but we are not always certain. And sometimes we try to induce. I feel like when His Words are coming to pass it is like this birth where it is painful and as you push through the "baby" ( for me a word) comes forth and new life is created.

This is what promises remind me of. That when God speaks a promise to us we still have to go through this birthing process just like Sarah. The thing that is the most treasured becomes this very Real journey. I used to look at people a long time ago and be like look at this person and they became very successful and I would critique. However they were successful I learned something, I actually have no idea how that person became successful?

What did they have to give birth to? What they went through before I dropped my sarcasm. We have this birthing and not only is it a part of the process to anything that is life. Spiritually it is also very significant knowing that even our seeds go through a fight before they meet soil. So what am I saying that God is big!!! And what are you giving birth to? Or maybe you don't realize it but maybe God is birthing something in you. Are you moody? Lol

Jesus Christ Forevermore.