Here lays Pimples that Pop

Here it goes the pimple pop

I can't say I am surprised the pressure is exactly as You said it would be. As world events come forth to rotation. I love it. I have been called a hypocrite, crazy, unrespectable, strong, loser, a prostitute, whore, queen, CIA agent, a cop, a criminal, preacher, evangelist, entrepreneur, phoney, a bride, a stripper, an athlete, on well fare, incapable, a child, transgender, mental, unprepared, unwelcome, uninvited, animal, terrorist, extra terrestrial, honey bee, religious dinosaur hypocrite, a sold slave and the world and its labels I guess they make them feel comfortable.

Sorry let me re introduce myself. Maybe you're ill informed or maybe you're stuck in a time and place that doesn't even exist to me. I call those places the graveyard. The place where things are dead. We all have graveyards, and furthermore when you truly know Jesus you will have a graveyard.

I guess it is my brand. It is safe to say that we all have our own brands. What defines us, it certainly is not the opinions of fallen men. You know Jesus was accustomed to this very well. He knew it better than I do now. People are always outraged when they cannot understand things, they usually hate them. I guess it is good that I do not care about that foolish nonsense.

Note to self: Good thing my worth is not based on all that fluff. I have been appraised and my intrinsic value is off the charts.

Not that this value is my motive is what makes me choose what I do. It is about much more than that. The end result is really great but the beauty is in the journey. It's bitter sweet. The world has a clock, and is wondering why I don't work on its time. The answer is simple: I don't work for the world.

Besides fighting the corrupt criminal justice system, crimes against humanity, criminals, corruption, devils, religious regimes, crusty haters, seething scapegoat protesters, people who hate their jobs, horny men, women, misogyny, men who get turned on by uninterested women, vice versa, organization regimes and sabotage, political sabotage, deception, extortion, plots, schemes webs, plans of the somebody or random, oh yes and the person in the mirror. MANY HATS

You have my sincere apology for not living YOUR OWN PERSONAL expectations (eyeroll)

So as the clock ticks to a different rhythm I find myself having to say this, thank you Jesus. It's all so offensive and changing the world usually is. Glory be to God.Ordinary is not my cup been there done that got the t-shirt. Legit.

I never knew I would be speaking so much on common sense in 2020. Aside from the year we thought crimes against humanity was the new norm and modern day slavery. And we discovered I wasn't a man or transgender. We discovered I was exactly who I said I was with all the more to come.

Growth game is real, only plants that grow understand this. I am happy not to be the person of long pasts. Foundations are pretty important. I'm thankful. That ole saying you don't cast pearls amongst swine, lest they trample them.

Controversial whatever, everyone is going through something. I am going to be myself and guess what I don't need permission. Wow how this earth is in some shape. I am glad diverse people are alive on this earth who understand. So here we are in a big world, joy kills and all.

It's all divine confirmation that makes sense; how backwards does that seem? Lean not on my own understanding and in all my ways I will acknowledge Him and you will enlighten my path.

I know it is the perfect time to change the world just not the way they wanted perhaps or even expected. Most importantly my heart is with You Jesus and not the religious constricts and dead regimes of times past. Beautiful, and all the things You've said. I hope it makes no sense it should. Wouldn't be the first time and won't be the last.

I won't stand with them, I guess I don't know my "place". The truth is the world doesn't know its place.

Jesus Christ Forevermore