My Will is Free- Freedom

The revelation that we cannot force people to love, devote, commit, believe, or entrust themselves to Christ Jesus. That as I live out my relationship and love of Christ with mankind. I cannot escape this plundering reality that there is a sword that has divided something.

Something between us is sometimes a violent relationship with man. The whole package outside looking in and the inside looking out. It occurred to me that we live in a world that wants bits and pieces. A me without Christ. One without the other which is impossible. The very thing that makes us special is the very thing we hate.

Marginalized consumed all these lines and boxes.

I cannot force people to accept Christ Jesus! I don't save PEOPLE!

You do Jesus, the love of my life. The forks in the road only separates us as we move forward towards His glory. Further we move from this world and the closer we are to Him completely gutted of it.

Some people say that they love us but I know this to be a lie because God is love.

If God is love, everything that is separated from Him is evidently not.

I was praying this morning and You reminded me of worry as I was reading over to You throwing it right back to You.

I thought back to a time when life had a different rhythm to it and I worried all the time every single day and night about everything. I couldn't even sleep. I would fall asleep maybe on some YouTube videos. If I had something to do tomorrow I mean it never ended. This raging sea of worry that would toss me back and forth.

I remember the comfort of being thankful and being present. That by worrying about tomorrow I was unable to fully receive today. That I am always blessed, I am never going to be more blessed tomorrow than I am today if I can only take time to realize it. All my planning was great and all but would I be ok if it never happened could I appreciate the now? That I was ok and taken care of, and there are people who are going through things that are far more severe, maybe even challenging on the other side of the world. With less and more than me and they are not worrying. They are thankful whole and healed.

That if I can remember this that my Heavenly Father is taking care of everything I need all time considering all things even things that I cannot fathom that He is working everything together for my good. I can come to worry into the presence of a most Holy God who loves me. I can enter into a place of worship in spirit and truth. I can truly be one and at peace with the one who made beyond what I see with the naked eye. I can go deeper into the mystery of His love and Word.

That my faith will lead me to Him and out of worry. That I can breathe and live my life with a changed heart.

I can be used for Your glory the way You intended me too!

Your vessels to be drawn and poured out again.

Bringing me always back to this place of surrender where I can receive everything You have in store for me.

Jesus Christ Forevermore