The Jump Off- Break Glass Abba!

I have been here before, but perhaps not quite like this. It always feels like the first time when we are moving in faith. Some experiences with the LORD can only be understood by the Holy Spirit. Some things are frankly too much for my carnal self to express. I know Abba, Jesus, Holy Spirit you love this too! Nothing pleases you more than activated faith.

Your thoughts are grand Father in a radically contrast way compared to my minuscule understanding as a mere breath of Your lungs. You see growth and I see overwhelmingly large limitations of my flesh. Thankfully being your child means these limitations do not apply to me. I am my Father's daughter and I am brave and bold because YOU ARE. Abba I know you're excited over and in joyous tears when you see Jesus in me. To see me your beautiful daughter reflecting back to you your image fearlessly. I can feel your smile in my heart. Surely knowing you're so awesome, an awesome God you are a mighty man of valor.

Ahhh those moments when you tell me it is time to take flight and jump. I can hear heaven singing over me. Wow, I am in awe of the goodness of your mercy. Most of all I am in awe of your love for a sinner like me.

We have been here before Abba, Jesus, Precious Holy Spirit when the only way out has been through something. Through the glass, through brick, iron, whatever decides it wants to stand in our way. When my warrior makes a way for His precious daughter, through this very narrow passage. I can feel your power Holy Spirit as you look at what dares to place itself in our path. I somehow can find it in me to laugh with you, I can hear your laughter it sounds like the rumbling thunder. You laugh fearlessly at what is in front of me. You like to show me your power, and I love when you do too! You take my breath away.

When you decide it is time to eject we go forth and break glass into destiny and eternity together, never being the same again. If God is for me who can be against me? I have come to this place in life as much as tribulations and trials may hurt, I am thankful. I am so thankful for all the people situations and circumstances that have ripped me, tore me, in the end, it all was part of my heavenly Father's good plan to transform me into His beautiful mighty woman of valor.

So on earth, as it is in heaven

I STAND with all your strength Holy Spirit until I can stand no longer. When I can't stand, I stand a moment longer, waiting for you at the edge of the earth I am looking across, waiting, sweating, bleeding, singing out. I feel like Noah waiting on the ark. I am waiting to feel the wind of your Holy Spirit. I sense you approaching your glory moving closer and closer toward me. Your life touches my feeble waiting knees, I catch my first glimpse of Your passing. Your mighty thunder and Your power under me, I feel your presence I see the light breaking forth like the sun, I blow my trumpet in worship, I unsheath my sword, the eagles rise and you come towards me like you always do. My heart beats violently as my flesh contends with me one last time.

I watch as the darkness moves in uncertainty, what is that? is He coming for her? I shout LORD of HOSTS! KING of KINGS LORD of LORDS! WONDERFUL! JESUS! Your fury comes charging at what is in the way.

As I see Your glory great magnificence an all-consuming fire, I wait for your instruction carefully as you move in, you whisper jump my little dove, I have made the way, I am with you. Together we roar and run towards the stone reminding me You have utterly destroyed death.

You are so brave Abba, Jesus, Holy Spirit and I love you for that. I desire to be just as brave as you. When I see Your power I am able to scale a wall.

It is time to break glass Abba, Jesus, Holy Spirit. I was born for this you keep whispering it in my ear. You smile as I cut off the head of the serpent and I smile back at you. You smash the dragon.

I know it is easy to forget that we are not from here first, by here I mean the earth. Sometimes we can forget how our heavenly Father has made us. We can forget the life of things we have overcome by the grace of Jesus Christ to get to these beautiful terrifying places.

As human beings we all tend to love this sense of certainty, we like control. I guess it is our way of expressing our own need for creature comfort. We like to know the hows of everything before moving. I am learning faith opposes everything rational thing in my carnal mind. We cannot even process the things of God without the Holy Spirit. They are too amazing and grand for our flesh. Rightfully so.

I love when the Lord shows me things I am always just blown away by His thoughts.

Faith is hope in things that are unseen to be expected and have been revealed by the Word of God. Now the enemy tries to entrap our minds like a snowglobe that we become very linear and carnal always in our thinking. We will never enjoy the things of the Kingdom of Heaven here on earth until we render our flesh every day. It really is up to us. I will never understand jealously in the Kingdom because we serve a God who is not partial and we all have the same access to the Father, through Jesus Christ and the same Holy Spirit living in us.

All I know at this moment I have right now I love the LORD with my whole heart and when He asks me to do something completely radical and seemingly un-rational to the natural mind I must. If he says jump I must. You know what though I DONT CARE WHAT THE WORLD THINKS!! (HA! now, most cannot handle that and so be it I belong to Jesus Christ that is my Commander and Cheif take it up with Him)

I am so tired of the limitations we all put on God in our lives and the lives of others. Do we have more confidence in our ability to be deceived by satan than our God-given design to hear from the LORD? We are created by GOD!!! We are made to hear and communicate with HIM!! satan is a lesser being he is a created being!!!

So why is it we're afraid of getting it wrong? Why is it easier to believe lies than to trust God. Our Father designed us to have communion with Him every moment and a relationship with Him? It is what we were made for.

Busted it is not an unnatural thing for humans to have a relationship with GOD, it is unnatural for us to actually not have one. Which implies we ALL HEAR FROM GOD.

It would be pretty weird if we were in a relationship with our spouse and as they spoke to us, we never trusted anything they said because we were too scared we were going to misinterpret them? Why then do we all do that with our Heavenly Father?

We seriously sit around doubting everything He says looking for the deeper scheme of the enemy. I am guilty of that as is everyone. Then we miss the blessings He wants to gift us! Why? because we are AFRAID? We are afraid to be vulnerable? We are afraid we don't cut it? The truth is we don't cut it none of us! But GOD! To God be the Glory.

Has God ever told you something amazing and we decided to undermine it because it is too good to be true?!! What does that even mean? How messed up is that? How bent up our world has made our minds. Has it ever occurred to myself and all of us that GOD IS GOOD! He is the same yesterday, tomorrow, and forevermore.

We cannot live our lives afraid of failing, that is inevitable. Or be afraid of good things, I know myself good things scare me, I am a warrior and many other shades of things but like any soldier in a war for a long-time I struggle. The transition of when the Lord starts bringing me blessings other than dragon heads I don't know what to think at first.

As I Sit down at a perfect linen table in my bloody armor it is awkward at first, and Holy Spirit you say no my daughter here is a garment to dine with the King.

I have come to accept I will fail and I have failed at different points, and good for me. I refuse to and will not allow failure to define me, and secondly to bind me up in fear. I will be of strength and courage because my Father is. I will dust off my bumps and bruises and continue on. I am a mighty warrior in Christ Jesus I am born for this. I don't have to try to be something I simply am.

So what then? do we have faith to know what we hear is true? We have to delete all these thoughts that God did not disposition us to have. These cultural, traditional, man-made guidelines of bondage that do not apply in the Kingdom of Heaven. The flesh is our enemy and all those who are led by it. All I know is Father you sincerely in every way are my hero, and whatever you want to do I will do.

It is time to jump, time to drink my cup. That is that settled. Let your praise be found on my lips forevermore. It is not easy to walk in faith, and it is not easy to be led by the Holy Spirit that is why many of us do not do it. It is not natural what all of us brave warriors are doing empowered by the Holy Spirit.

Yes, It requires something of me and us all. I am here to remind you my family that I fight alongside you, and we go into the trenches together, taking no prisoners. I have much respect for each and every one of my brothers and sisters out there all over the world who sincerely love the Lord Jesus Christ. I bless you wherever you are across the nations. I send you strength and blessings may your feet never fail, and I know on that great day I will dine in the courts of heaven with many of you. For our home and our family forever.

I stand undone before you Lord ready to jump, if I hit the ground so be it, and if I learn to fly beautifully. I bless you, my King. I love you. May I bring Glory to your name and may this house glorify you.

Father in the name of Jesus,

I pray that you will just saturate me with your love, and the Holy Spirit bring every single time you have saved my life to my remembrance. You know what I need. No excuses Father my mighty warrior show me your glory. I pray for your strength and courage Abba I am my Father's daughter and there is not one ounce of fear in you. You are the God of impossible. Set me free! I cry out to you my King break glass Daddy! Here we go!! I have completely lost my mind and heart to you, and I wouldn't trade it for anything. Thank you for loving me Abba, Jesus, Holy Spirit set me on fire. I pray Father for all my brethren out there who are at the jump-off, may their feet not fail them now in Jesus name. May we ascend like eagles above the clouds. Holy Spirit show us your glory in such an amazing way we have never experienced before. I pray all these things in the name of you My beautiful King.

In the name of the KING of KINGS and LORD of LORDS

Jesus Christ

All I am is yours come and have your way

Amen & Amen

~ A woman ejected into the love of Christ for your Glory