The Letter of State

I have been set free I am so happy to be yours Father, Abba, Jesus, Holy Spirit. I thank you that I will see the goodness of the Lord in the land of the living. I thank you that this entire life belongs to you. I used to want everything, I used to think I could control Your universe, I used to think I could use Your things, I used to think I had power. You have taught me much Father, You and You alone are in control of not just my life but everything. It is quite amazing down to every single leaf that falls off a tree, none fall without your sovereign government. You are everything and everywhere.

I do not have the answers, I thought that I did, turns out though I want to spend the rest of my life seeking You and only You to find them. I wanted to figure this thing called life all out, now when I think about it, I am not sure why. I can't and I now know I don't want to, that is Your place in my heart. So, we will dance together. You have been and you are faithful.

I had been searching for You my whole life and You have been here this whole time. So close, closer than I even realized. To know completely now that every single breath I breathe is Yours. Wow! This heavenly orchestra I cannot fathom without You Holy Spirit. I now know no matter what happens what enemies I face, in the end, none of it even matters, You will never leave me or forsake me. I rest in Your love and that beautiful day when I will see your face, You alone are God, man is nothing aside from You my King. What are we? Where can we go where You do not see or know?

Many will and have rejected You, and I am a sinner in constant need of You Jesus. We all can and get lost in this world it's enticing lies. We forget the magnitude of who You are Abba. You are GOD. The entire earth is yet a footstool to you, you cannot be captured in size and sovereignty. It used to make me so mad when others refused You and I could not understand why people reject You after being raveled in your love. Then you remind me of how captivating this world is, you even allowed me to experience it. How we are prone to put our faith in man instead of Your power. May no soul on this earth ever look to me instead of You, all faith and praise belongs to You my King Jesus. I will never stop chasing you.

In the end, I realize how sad it is and how all the hatred, envy, craziness, evil it does not even matter, it really has nothing to do with me. Everything always comes back to You, I release those burdens hatred and people's sins. We cannot change anyone; we cannot even change ourselves without You Holy Spirit. This is your job and in that, you give us a beautiful will. Only goodness is found in You and everything else is our own willful disconnection from You Jesus. I know firsthand that scary dark place of realizing I am disconnected from You. May you have mercy on those who hate you, and me. May You render to each one according to our deeds, and in that, I rest.

Let's change the world for Your glory, now and forever Amen & Amen

In the beautiful powerful timeless priceless name of

Jesus Christ forevermore