The Lost

It is a rude feeling at first but at second glance you realize just in time that it is the best thing that ever happened to you.

You can get your back under under it.

You can now sigh in relief and move on to things that fit you.

All that is made just for you. You can feel the power in all where you can rightly discern those that are for you and then the custom treasure of what is NOT for you.

Double sided blessings. It rightly how you perceive situations that happen to you or around you.

Full grown.

Now we get to move on to the real interesting stuff of what about me was ever attracted to this or that? Attracted to that situation, circumstance, or person? What lesson did I learn? If I did not grasp it what am I willing to do about it? We want to learn the lessons. The jewels that have kept us growing.

The responsibility of fixing what we have too. To be rightly attracted to the right things. It can be a dirty habit if we don't check it.

Do we realize that the amount of time that we invest in spending time with the wrong stuff can be the sharp difference that is breaking our lives. We can spend time actively destroying ourselves learning dumb habits to only later unlearn them.

Inherited habits, addictions,lack of self respect, balding hair, mental, emotional, physical, financial sexual habits. We can inherit these in a negative pretense, the flip we make gains in these areas if we can grab it.

Our lives are indefinitely affected by our own decision making. We are given so much power, and it is the power to be creator front row participants in our decision making for our own lives.

Our divine responsibility we don't get to shift that on anyone else unless it's your child or someone who is dependant on you. We wouldn't want to?

We have committed and decided to not spend the next two seasons benched out in recovery mode. We are not spending another minute suffering from our own poor decision making. No. Not the stuff that is mine.

I mean life happens, we deal with stuff to that is unqualified and has nothing to do with choice. We recognize whacked out can happen to anyone at any given time that had nothing to do with what you chose.

Sometimes life happens we get dealt a hand that's upper chain. We just have to deal with it. Get through it stay consistent be true to ourselves. Make it out in tact to the other side. I can't believe I survived that kind of situation, extra stuff.

We have let go of trying to change those who do not want to be changed. We have accepted what cannot be changed. We have refused to chase pursue things that do not fit our interests. We have given up the hunt on the unchangeable. We now pursue things and want things that further God's Kingdom here on earth. Better our lives in all the areas it ought to have a growth and a increase. We are not showing up again for that. We learned that real grown up stuff already.

We have experience now.

We no longer will continue on in childish behaviours of stubbornly refusing to step in the light and see people for who they really are not who we want them to be. We have out grown this, we no longer have the luxury of ignorance.

We recognize the sublet hues of difference between my own stubbornness and my worst fears being expolited telling a story about me I am not ready to hear. What's the problem? There isn't any. This is the easy stuff now. No sweat blood and tears here. Life can get interesting for me and maybe even fun if I want it to be. We have moved onto the major leagues unafraid unashamed so far South from child.

We are force to be reckoned with who never lord's over.

It's so real it is unspoken we have cultivated this moving heart that is never afraid to accept. Denial has become a history lesson that may have hurt once. One time

We have left fantasy because reality is too good to be true. We respect it. We have chose to invest in things that serve us and can multiply firstly because they are REAL!!!!!!

We get that. We see the equation and can reach the answer. What can grow and can point out what evidently is a detriment to my worth and life, those I love. I cannot yield or receive success in areas that are not real!!!!

REAL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Sweet REAL!

I can actually provide the things I need like love.

I decided to become the CEO of a quality of love that changes the world. You realize I take my love with me everywhere I go. I provide. I have given up expecting others to change to accommodate me in the areas I freely can provide for myself and better yet flow rightly into fountains.

This stuff is quality that is unmeasured. Tested true. I have let go.

I can see all the things people want to tell me about themselves and accept it.

I have released a blessed freedom of allowing others to live and love. To move and grow. If they are not with me in my season. I may see you up the road doing you, I am not hateful I am genuinely grateful. Will see. Who knows.

My ideas no longer have power to imprison me or others.

My growth game is large and rooted in Christ. I can change in the blink of an eye.

Jesus Christ Forevermore