The World As You Made It The World As We Love It

The world. The second place I am currently residing for a very small piece of time. The place where I am NOT attached to. You made the world, earth and all that is in iItst's beauty has blessed us with its kindness to build memories and lives. By looking at it I know You are a good Father. You leave nothing cheap everything is glorious. Although I know that this earth is only a temporary stone for my precious little feet, I am embracing that stone.

This world is both heartbreaking and liberating. One part in all this mess with all its wickedness and striking beauty You are right and have designed it for these things to happen. It is liberating because through all the mess and noise I can see Your strength with more clarity. How good You are, how steadfast, how faithful. I can see Your power that will bring me to tears no matter what. At the times and places outlined in Your glory.

I feel fluctuation at time(s) knowing my life is not my own, it's Yours I belong to You. Salvation is my everything, You are my love. Knowing with surety that my heart is to prepare for the wonderous day. Unblemished Your bride.

The world seems to be in a state of emergency. There is a ton of division, stride, discord, hatred. In these times I am reminded how blessed I am. Blessed with all the countless moments we have shared holy, everlasting love. I am so thankful. Not all things are fit for words or sounds. Not everything is that petty. My speech may come up short and colorless, but You never do.

My teacher. The best teacher. My maker. You are pure perfection.

What a global predicament. Just as You said. Nothing short of the truth. Though the world may shake and change, You remain untouched and unchanging.

It is strange to wake up every morning with a large population of the world trying to convince you that your place in this world is to die the grave. A feeling I know You perfectly understand. The stranger of things is that they try to mask and hide it. Sneaking lurking under cheap social gestures.

Much poison exists trying to infect whatever it can latch to spread a venomous web. For those who have ears let them hear, for those who have eyes to see let them see.

Many religious men and not just mainstream stereotypical ideologies of Christians, but those of other religious natures and dispositions. Lust with hatred? Or lust for hatred? They shall not succeed. Annoyingly dangerous. Who knew? You did.

Another country, another window. The Ludacris, the lewd, the sexually immoral surge. Where nonconsensual has become a trend? A type? LORD have mercy.

What are scrutiny and hatred? I have concluded that I do not care at all. The pungent aggravation of living in a world that cannot accept it and tries to force-feed what's already full. Vile.

I had an outrageous unction today after our rather disgusting display uncalled for injustice(s). If I have to now come down to earth, I may have to strap up some new attire. Fine print and a pretty little pistol. If I live in a world that I have to defend myself to love You I will. I have every right to, I know You know. The word repent could become much stronger. Trusting You even when it isn't popular and doesn't "feel" good.

Perfectly imperfect. Your Jewel.

Jesus Christ Forevermore