The Unashamed Untamed Wild Goodness & Love That Changed the World & My Heart Forever

I sit in chair that has known sitting awakening from our morning. My answered prayers of a young girl letting her feet touch the ground to our usual onslaught and pre-prayer attacks. I smile because You truly have answered my prayers, long ago I prayed to "Be the kind of woman that when my feet hits the floor the devil says Oh NO she is UP!!"Hahaha! Oh MY!! I love You Lord. Thank You, only You, Your sense of humor is mine. This is historical transformative in my life because I have tremendously been loved by a Good loving Father. I am undoubtedly my Father's daughter, no mistakes, no accidents.

Our life has been quite as You said it would be, my only prayer is my love for You Jesus grow stronger, deeper, more extraordinary more unexplainable in all languages. especially English!! How I love You.

I am unashamed of You Jesus and the gospel of Jesus Christ. I am not embarrassed I will stand bright and smile that I belong to You Jesus. In front of the whole world. King Jesus in a world that hates me but I know hated You first. What a tremendous blessing to bare the marks of Jesus Christ, to be a partaker! To be Yours, my wonderful beloved. I know the power of God. I couldn't fit in a room full of the whole population of the world. You still would see me, chose me and not overlook me. Your words are on my lips. What a life!! To be Your beloved.

One of many revelations we share; to face true problematic "shame'.

The simple fact that people are embarrassed of YOU! This is a truth we both know. Insecure like school children of the love and severity of You. The name of Jesus Christ. Everybody just wants to fit in, so we have created these constructs and languages that allow us to believe that. That we can just "fit" in. We played small, we played the harlot.

All we have really done is lost our One first love and compromised. We have lost our pearl of great price. We have lost our Love. Long ago I starting writing and sought Your counsel and understanding on what this word Love truly means. To Love. I mean what it means apart from society and the trivial way we use it to describe everything but what it actually is.

I know for sure that many have no idea what LOVE is!! For most it is a romantic illusion a feel good cheap emotion we throw on people and coffee? Anyways, it's not strength we lack it is love in it's purest undefiled form. You are Love. You are the love in all Your ways. When You said if you deny me before men I will deny you before my Heavenly Father, You meant it. In all that You still are Love, You have not changed. I see I have a lot of learning to do for the rest of my life, forever Your student. Regardless I will stand on my Rock UNASHAMED of the gospel of Jesus Christ and unashamed of us! And myself.

Another beautiful revelation of the day seasons was our conversation about Winter's Lilly and Winter's Lillly- Jadeflowerpublishing and the wisdom we went over about Your voice and our voice the distinguishing differences in tones and pallet. In our great work, my work. When I am speaking and writing on Your behalf and when it is us in another note. That beautiful separation and beautiful honor that I have to do this with You. When I have tides the WORD and when I am being us 24/7 it never stops. Or maybe I AM the WORD? We are not a church service we are life.

Thank you for that gem of wisdom in our work my work. Your workmanship and speaking in these moments. I will never forget, and I am forever thankful of the refining, shaping, teaching You have bestowed upon me lavished upon me, Holy Spirit for the rest of my life.

I am in awe of You for You alone are wise and are pure perfection. Everything You do is perfect, thank you. Thank you for giving me the permission to be exactly who You created me to be an original. In a world where I am completely misunderstood it is my great honor to be exactly that for You and with You. I am UNASHAMED. Thank you for great dynamics, talents, skills, mysteries, and gifts for Your glory. May they all bring You glory as they shall.

30 Charm is deceptive Beauty is fleeting

But a woman who fears the LORD,

she shall be praised

31 Give her the fruits of her hands,

And let her own works praise her in the gates.

Proverbs 31:30-31 nkjv

Jesus Christ Forevermore

A woman Unashamed of the chains and true gospel of Jesus Christ

An Ambassador of Jesus Christ to the nations

Forevermore

Thank You